#nowplaying (在我脑海里）: 背对背拥抱
"我不要一直到 形同陌路变成自找...”
虽然意思差得远，但是 “变成自找” 正是在形容我。
到底坚持些什么，到底要些什么， 到底追求些什么，一概无头绪。就连为什么怒了，伤心了，开心了， 感动了， 激动了， 说不了 ，也无法给自己一个确切的理由，更别说别人。连给自己辩解的理由 自己都不信了， 还有谁会？ 反反复复的。
也许安静了，选择无语 是一个很好的出口，但是 沉默 后，到底谁会真正理解你。
往往不把自己真正的情感，感觉和看法说出来给别人听听，或是还要经过一番包装，让自己显得虚伪一点，再告诉别人。
别人说你是一个真诚懂事善良乖巧有礼貌的人， 那到底谁是谁 我是我吗？
想想以前的自己是怎样的 那后来的自己呢？
所以呢，这碗<泡参鱼圆咖喱面> 蛮好吃的， 但是吃着吃着有好多无奈。到底在想些什么？
Those were some very incoherent paragraphs, I don't even know what am I typing about or how the ideas are flowing. So yeah, here you go.
The fishballs were very chewy and the soup was just rightly flavoured with a small tinge of spiciness which was very much bearable by someone who doesn't really take spicy food.
I love 泡参. <3
I just love chinese herbs. They have some calming effect. I love herbal soups. They are the best. For making you feel better, fresher and charged.
Having a desert now: Bubor chacha.
Note to self: Remember to smile and be who you are, even though you may be uncertain sometimes. It's okay.
괜찮아요.
-J